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Hi folks. I really hate to do this but im at a loss at this point.
In laymans terms: i cant afford to live. Please go to the link if you want a more extensive explanation.
I moved to toronto to escape the abuse i was experiencing at home and to acquire safety as a trans person. My health has improved so much since living here. This has been a remarkable opportunity for me. The problem is i am still not fully immigrated. At the moment i NEED to go to school if i dont want to get kicked out of the country.
My work permit is going to take up to 6 weeks to process. I have to pay $500 rent and annual $20,000 tuition. I am transferring to college and putting my career on hold so i can have $12,000 tuition instead. I only have one parent supporting me who makes a single income and cannot afford to help. I am looking into getting permanent residency as soon as possible via common law with my supportive partner but this may take up to 2 years to finalize. At this point i cant even consider seeking transition like i thought i was and heavens to betsy i cant afford to seek a therapist for my anxiety or post-traumatic stress disorder anymore.
I have no options. I go to school or i got plucked right back into where i was before. I cannot let this happen. I was abused to the point of attempting suicide several times to escape it. I have grown so much and nothing would hurt me more than to take those steps backwards.
Thank you so much for all the kind words and helping me stay chipper even when im so absofruitly terrified. I owe so much of my stiffened upper lip to the love surrounding me and because of it i believe i can do this. I just have to accept i might not be able to do it alone.
If you have the funds please consider donating to me at firstname.lastname@example.org or commissioning me. This goes without saying but no one is obligated to help. A signal boost is enough. Thank you for even reading this and i hope you have a great day.
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I’ve come to the conclusion that people who wear headphones while they walk, are much happier, more confident, and more beautiful individuals than someone making the solitary drudge to work without acknowledging their own interests and power.
- ― Jason Mraz
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